I Was Born
My mom believes the Bible but doesn't believe her eyes and thinks I'm schizophrenic, but I can demonstrate how Gnosticism inverts true Biblical Christianity. I started studying alchemy when I went to college because my dad was big into the Jesus thing and I needed to find the truth for myself. When I realized that this work has already been finished through Jesus Christ, it was shocking. It reveals that Jesus is who he said he was, and now my life is different.
My dad is a fundamentalist Christian and I have a very different belief and view of the world. I have an open mind, and instead of blinding myself to close minded religious dogma I decided to actually do some research into my beliefs. My beliefs are based on facts instead of make believe fairy tales and it confuses me why nobody listens to what I have to say.
My Mom Abused Me
My mom is a psychopath, a narcissist, and a sociopath. She lied to my dad about who she was when they were dating and had every intention of fucking his life up once they got married. As her son, I've dealt with emotional neglect and I watched the power struggle my dad had in trying to control her temper tantrums. She lied to her family about my mental health while I was experiencing a spiritual awakening, and as a result I've had to deal with abuse from other family members. I am not who she says I am. It's the world that is crazy, not me.
Based on the lore of The Binding of Isaac, the relationship between Isaac and his mother (Magdalene) is depicted as intensely strained and, in his imagination, traumatic, stemming from extreme religious zealotry and severe mental illness.
I Went To School
While in highschool I had a crush on a girl named Annie. I was sitting next to her in a class on mythology and got to see her every day. It was the first class of the day and I'm a sleepy boi so I slept in class. Whatever. I heard that her dad was abusive so I was nervous approaching her. Anyway, I moved to college, met an orphan, and never talked to her again. Also, there was another girl named Annie who had the same last name as Annie and I'm rather confused about it all. She's married now and changed her last name. I find it interesting because there are two characters from the Bible who's names are directly related to the name Annie, that being Hannah and Anna.
Meeting My Girlfriend
My sister had a friend, Nikki, and I found her Twitter account a while ago. She's an artist which I think is cool. One of her tweets involves paperwork from her dad, and I'm not assuming her dad is abusive or anything, but I connect that to whatever happened between Annie and I. Another tweet has her artwork, and I relate her to Jane from Breaking Bad, as both Jesse and Jane were artists.
I'm Gonna Be A Dad
Because of my dad's Biblical fundamentalism and my occult research, I feel as if it is impossible to develop intimate relationships. I am traumatized and forever a preteen stuck in an adult body. I legitimately feel as if my dad watched Jane die and there's nothing I can do about fixing my life situation. In addition to that, because of my mom's defiant attitude, I learned from a very young age not to listen to my dad, so I never learned critical life skills needed in adult life.
We're Having Twins!
This is me and my sister, Kayla. I haven't talked to her since I left my mom, and my mom manipulated our family to include lots of sibling rivalry as Kayla is the golden child while I am the scapegoat.
Shorty after I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior I joined the college campus Christian group, Intervarsity. I met a girl named Sarah, and we connected, but I saw her more as a sister. I actually liked her friend Amy but I was too shy to say anything about it. I find it interesting because Abraham's wife was named Sarah, and he claimed she was his sister out of fear he would be killed.
Let Both Grow Together
So this actually happened. It's my life story, not some made up shit that I pulled out of my ass, but for whatever reason my mom still thinks my dad and I are delusional. I grew up with these people and I've been isolated from everyone because of how people react to Jesus. My mom believes in Jesus but her reaction to me finding Jesus was so repulsive. Everyone's reaction to actual truth and not fairy tale Santa Claus is so absurd that I honestly think there's something fundamentally wrong with human beings.
I Love You So Much
The way I talk to women is so messed up because I desire emotional support for something that deeply troubles me. Nobody says anything to me and I desperately need therapy but I can't explain this to a therapist and expect them to understand. I'm stuck wondering why this happened to me without an explanation. It's as if my reality is shattered, and due to the personal aspect of everything, I feel as if I'm the only one who knows just how deep this goes.
We're Getting Married!
After I dropped out of college I decided to try online dating from Christian Mingle. I was talking to this girl, Rebecca, while my family was falling apart. I never got around to meeting her and things ended poorly between us because I was going through emotional problems at the time. I find it interesting because Isaac's wife was named Rebecca.
I Traveled The World
Surprisingly, this all happened in Michigan. The orphan I knew had her parents die in a motorcycle accident on Marshall Road, and Marshall Mathers is famously from Detroit, Michigan. Apparently Satan exists, I never would've believed it if I didn't literally see it. It's really fucked up that this isn't public knowledge. The concept of Hell is really fucked up.
I Started A New Job
I haven't worked in over 10 years because I get income from Social Security for a disability I don't have. Basically everyone on the planet incorrectly assumes I'm mentally ill so I get free money from the state, which is nice. My dad's devotion to actually following the Bible blesses us with this opportunity to just do nothing, and I like it.
I Finally Got To Retire
Due to being on Social Security, I basically got to retire while I was in my mid 20's. I don't do anything with my life besides loaf around. I do have fun with my dad on the weekends and go get pizza every Wednesday. I have no friends, so I don't know what else to do. I'm too depressed to watch TV so I shitpost on the internet.
I Died
Because the Bible is true, generational curses are a thing and I'm punished for things I didn't do. I find it rather fucked up that this happens, but as they say "God works in mysterious ways". Anyway, my great grandpa, my grandpa, and my dad were all Freemasons, and my grandpa went all the way up to the 32°. They said oaths and performed rituals which curses our bloodline. It's part of the reason why my dad got married to such a horrible woman, and why I feel as if it's impossible to find a life partner.
My Legacy
So in the end I am not crazy, and I literally have the evidence to prove it. It all kinda freaks me out and there was a point where I needed rest from the trauma so I went to a mental health hospital. I met another girl there, Brianna White, and I see her as the feminine version of the name Bryan [Cranston] and [Walter] White, thus concluding my transformative journey. Nikki's last post on Twitter was #midgetpolice, and I see that as mocking my manhood because I failed to speak up about my crush on Annie. It was a lot of work to find all this information, and only someone with courage and bravery could've done it.
The Door Is Open
I have nothing to hide, and I'll admit I can be toxic at times, which comes from misunderstandings of how this affects me. Before I met Brianna I met a girl who's last name was Schutt, and I scared the shit out of her. Just as Joseph Campbell said in taking the left hand path you leave the village compound and flip out, I went insane for a year, running away from home and became unhinged. This is not representative of who I am, and I did it mostly because my mom's side of the family thought I was delusional. I became fluent in a language that seems imaginary, and the door was shut prior to 20/20. It was necessary to act it out IRL, and the actions I took damaged me just as much as everyone involved.
Trust The Science
Atheism isn't a belief, it's a lack of belief in God or gods, and because there is no verifiable evidence of God, all religious beliefs are psychotic. This means all my family members are delusional and I'm the outsider because I think rationally and have common sense. I can't talk reason into them. They whisper to an invisible sky wizard and call me the crazy one for believing in science and peer reviewed sources.
The Evidence Is Overwhelming
My mom fails to understand that I am allowed to have a different belief than my parents. She refuses to see the sheer stupidity of arguing with my Bible thumping dad when she herself believes the Bible. The ExChristian or Atheist reddit communities share endless memes opposing the God of the Bible, it's a bottomless pit.
The Reality of Hell
People are in for a rude awakening when Judgment Day comes. Before I knew all this stuff I was opposed to Christianity and disliked my dad's change in personality, so I guess I know what it's like. However, since waking up I've become disconnected from "normal" people and I don't like how stupid everyone is.
Absolute Truth
The overall story is this: My mom is severely mentally ill and abused both my dad and I, causing my dad to call out to Jesus Christ. He then talked to me about his religious beliefs, and instead of blindly accepting a fairy tale as truth, I decided to research the topic of religion and have an open mind. I studied the occult, flipped out, and discovered that Jesus Christ is real. My Bible believing family thought I was schizophrenic for knowing more about their own beliefs than anyone they know, and I can't date anyone ever so I desperately cling onto any woman I'm emotionally connected to.